It is just...
It is just a microsoft word, not a death threat. It is just a microsoft excel, not a death threat. Those were just other people's opinions, not a death threats.
You can live longer. You can live better.
No one cares, but you. No one gets it done, but you. No one reads about it, but you. No one listens to it, but you. No one knows, but you. No one understands, but you. No one helps, but you.
Not everyone is your friend. Some might laugh at your suffering. Some might see you as a bad person. Hold on to people who truly your friend and family. Hold on to people who don't leave you alone. Hold on to people who stand by you until today. You're not alone, they have your back. Keep doing your business. Keep holding on.
You're not failure, but just human. You're not okay, but it's okay for a while. You might be burden, but everything is temporary. You will be fine after having dinner. You will be fine after taking a bath. You will be fine after having a sleep. You will be fine after all.
Hold on. Hold on. Hold on.
You don't wanna die, you just wanna solve every problem. You wanna stay alive. You wanna stay alive. You wanna survive and this is you are surviving, you will be there in the future you've always imagined.
It is just a night. It is just a day. You will have many more days to live. You will have many more nights to fight. You will have many more memories to reminisce. You will be fine. Even though there are times you're not fine, it's fine, you are doing well. Just surviving is also doing well.
Hold on. Hold on. Hold on to breath you are taking in and out right now. You are doing fine. You will be fine. Although you and your thoughts became so different on the other day, it was still you. You will take care of them all. You will be more responsible and you still be yourself, perhaps even a better version of yourself.
From the very beginning to the end, it is you who just a human being. It is you who just trying to keep on living. It is just you and your own life. Go for your life. Sooner or later, you will be fine.
